~Phoenixxfighter

Hey! guess what!?
I got my compy back!!!!
T_T aaaaannnnd........
I'M 100% SINGLE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah....I was really sad at first...and I felt like I was gonna cry, but, I didn't! ^^
>.< I'm a real man darn it!!!
*cough*
but anyway, I talked to my best friend Will for about half an hour and was actually able to laugh and smile.
and another thing?
I guess I kinda rushed the whole relationship thing, ya know?
ahh well.....I guess the biggest thing I'll be taking away from this experience is that advice is easy to hear, hard to practice when you need to, and always something that you slap yourself for not doing.
^^ well, like I said a while back.
I'll be using this time for myself, gonna workout on a regular schedule, and I'm gonna work a little harder towards taking care of what's most important to me...... myself!

~Also~

Ya know something?
I think that just accepting that something isn't yours is better then waiting around for it...ya know?
And something else?
I don't think I'll be giving love a try any time soon!

~Also Also~

And about Jessica?
don't get me wrong!
I'll always have a special place in my heart for her, after all, she was my first love.