well, it's easier to smile right now at least. but anyway.
^^ decided to get to work on the next chapter the other day, already have a direction that I'm liking too. I'll just try to bridge the gap between the beginning of ch7 and the end of ch 6.

until then I'm gonna have to write it out on a pad and keep the paper safe.

cus I know someone'll want to mess it up!

Oh! one thing?
I found out why Jessica was so upset a while back, she was having some issues with having a long term relationship or something.
She assured me that she still loves me and nothing will ever change that, also, that we'd get back to gether soon.
<:/ I don't get it........what's so hard about a long term relationship?

guess it's just me!
ah well..........In the mean time I'll just have to keep on keepin on, and hope that I get my computer back soon!

I miss my compy!!!
>.< It was like my stereo

, my homework area

, it has my story on it

, and I was always online talking to friends!

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~Nanceh

May 9, 2008, 4:22:14 PM

omfg where were you

it's so boring without yuu around T_T
anyways glad you're working on the story ^^

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May 9, 2008, 6:39:23 PM

Glad you're working on the story; can't wait to see what you come up with!

Hmm, well some people, and speaking from personal experience too, have issues with commitment. Like I, for example, while in a long term relationship have had, in the beginning, misgivings.

You have to remember that:
a) we're all pretty young and there are TONS of people out there, even if you think she's the one;
b) she is probably confused as to what she actually wants out of a relationship/out of life
c) romantic love can fade quickly, silently, with no explanation as to why, and without any reflection on you as a person.

Remember, girls have a different perspective on this. It's hard to explain without getting into a feminist essay and also a psychology lecture (and I WILL explain it at length if you want me too, but only if you note me.) but basically, you need to be respectful of her decisions BUT not allow her to jerk you around. That's a hard balance to strike, trust me, but just be frank and tell her EXACTLY what you mean and EXACTLY how you feel about her and her actions. That is the only way to go, m'afraid.

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~Phoenixxfighter

May 12, 2008, 12:46:56 PM

TT_TT It's boring here too!!!!
>.<
but yeah, I'm gonna need a new notebook eventually